Journey into the unknown

A very heavy question but it definitely needs to be asked. Here's my dilemma:

I definitely don't wanna live in FL anymore, but where do I go?

Should I do a residency or just go to work for Walgreens or something?

TOO MANY DECISIONS!!!

Here's what I really feel like doing: Moving to London (despite the recent scary happenings in that city) and living there for a year or something...if everything turns out OK. And the thing is that, I think everything would turn out OK. Thing is, I really liked England...yes the "houses" were really American townhouses lol, but hey everything's smaller so I'd have to just deal.

But I'm SCARED!! Scared that if I don't do a residency or start my career immediately, that I'm gonna miss out on something. I keep feeling that I need to get "my life" started right away. But I've heard it time and time again and I really need to start listening...that I'm a young person and I have plenty of time...'jehovah' willing.

Living here is giving me a headache. Too much CRAP to worry about, man!! Why does it seem like people's lives in other countries are not as complicated? That's because they're lives aren't complicated! They stress less and worry less. Perfect!

Or maybe I should move to an island...there is DEFINITELY never any stress when you live in an island country...it's not possible! All that damn sea water around has to be calming...tek it easy, as Jamaicans would say. Back to Jamaica, or should I try Puerto Rico, Madagascar maybe???

I'm sure I could get a job in England if I wanted...just take a little test. My skills are universal and marketable so it wouldn't take much to get a job. Unfortunately, they make way less money lol.

I just don't know what to do....someone just needs to come and tell me what to do. Or maybe I should stop doing what I always do and just make a decision and STICK TO IT! No dilly-dallying.

dammit. I'm out.

p.s. I broke my hair dryer 20 minutes ago.

I sat on my desk to look at it and try to fix it....the desk collapses underneath me. So I broke my desk 15 minutes ago. Sad.

my new favorite site....WIKIPEDIA. I've never learned so much from a website in my life!!! My brain is overflowing with info...